I was pregnant so I went down to Lorne to sit on the dunes and stare out at the sea like in a pro-life ad. My hair was blowing around my face in long thin strands. Naradas dad and little brother found me and told me it was ok, I could keep the baby everything would be fine. But I started crying protesting that I’d be stealing away Naradas life and wrecking everything for him. So I walked out to the ocean, squatted down and wiggled my bum around in the sea till the baby fell out in a mix of pink blood on blue water.
Last nights dream.